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kyuubikid213

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It's gonna be so great when summer's finally here.

I'm trying to lose weight now. Don't want to be a fatty anymore. I've dropped from 245 to 233 so far. Gonna keep it up.
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Where I've Been

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Hello. It's time for the "Why I Haven't Been a Good Artist and Uploaded to DeviantArt Recently" Journal again.

It's been a while since I posted my last journal saying I wasn't going to let my dA account sit here and rot. Well... That happened, I suppose.

I just recently got Flipnote Studio 3D on the 3DS, so I hope I'll make something you'll like on that soon... On top of that, I'm going to try and do game reviews on YouTube with my first game being Metroid Prime 2. I don't want to do LONG reviews because my inspirations (ProJared, JonTron, Somecallmejohnny, stopskeletons (formerly lophatjello (HVGN)), and AVGN) already have that covered, but I do want to complete the game before giving my opinion on it. There really are some games that are boring for the first 5 - 10 hours and become really exciting later on.

In terms of art, I've done some lately, but here's a disclaimer...

I've been trying to better myself in the past month by trying something called NoFap. I'm a member of a subreddit on the matter where people (yes, people. as in women take part in NoFap, too.) abstain from PMO (porn, masturbation, and orgasm (unless it's with a significant other)) to try and break the hold that porn has over us and the effects it has on our social lives. Since I'm spilling the beans on this here, I'll be honest, though I doubt anyone will be surprised (if you're even reading this).

I used to masturbate just about every night. Some of my "inspiration" would be porn, some of it material on here, and the rest fantasy. I want to stop because...well, my love life is practically non-existent. I haven't been able to hold a real relationship for longer than a few months...and I felt porn (if not my sexual desires) to be the cause of such a quick ending. On top of that, my failures in life began to extend into the realm of fantasy. The porn I watched excited me for the time I was pleasuring myself, but once I was done, I realized the girls in the videos would never talk to me in real life...they'd probably not even look my way. Add the fact that two girls I'd been interested in in the past year either A) dropped a class to get away from me or B) blocked me on Facebook because I was annoying, my fantasies started to not excite me either. I've been clean for 6 days now. My longest streak (which ended a week ago) was 18 days.

So...the only serious art I've done in this time was a GIF that shows me going crazy from not masturbating.

Forgive me for telling you all more about me than you'd ever care to know. I really will try to make content on here again. Of course, I doubt anyone reads my journals, so I guess this is more for me than anything. Hahaha.

*sigh*
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Totally Alive

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Yeah, I'm still here.

I don't upload much, but meh, I guess.

I'll try to make sure this and my YouTube page aren't barren in 2015.
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[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Don't worry, guys, this is the last time I'll do something like this.
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1.) Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 18 and read line 4
Um... The page is blank...
2.) Stretch your left arm as far out as you can. What can you reach?
A visor with my university's baseball team logo on it.
3.)What was the last thing you watched on TV?
The newest Adventure Time where (spoilers spoilers spoilers spoiler).
4.)Without looking, guess what time it is.
I dunno, like, 12:03?
5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:10. Damn.
6.) With the exception of your computer, what can you hear?
One of my hallmates putting on shoes, a baseball game on TV (not watching it), and some thumping.
7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
This morning. I was riding my bike back to my dorm from work after doing the night shift.
8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Some funny pictures and lists on Smosh's website.
9.) What are you wearing?
A T-shirt, some exercise pants (I dunno), and flip flops.
10.) Did you dream last night?
Yeah.
11.) When did you last laugh?
When I was looking at those funny pictures earlier.
12.) What are on the walls in the room you are in?
A Led Zeppelin poster, a marvel poster, an airplane poster, a calendar, some Iron Man action figures, an Iron Man poster, a sticky note, a Marine Corps flag, a Navy flag, a Disney's Planes poster, and a Man of Steel poster.
13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Just the funny faces from earlier.
14.) What do you think of this quiz?
I'm glad I won't get a failing grade on it. Otherwise it's just burning time.
15.) What was the last film you saw?
Brother Bear.
16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A car, a house, some Wii U and 3DS games, games for my Wii, games on Steam, art supplies, pay off my college tuition, a bigger TV, give some to my parents and brother so they could live on easy street as well, give some to my extended family members for the same reason, some shares in Nintendo, harddrives, controllers and accessories for my Wii/Wii U, clothes, insurance, stuff that would go in my house, fix my bike, get fenders for my bike, and pretty much anything that didn't come to mind now.
17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm probably one of the most honest people on the internet. If I have the option, I make my avatars look as close to me as possible.
18.) If you could change one thing about the world?
Everyone would get along or, at the very least, be able to sort out their issues without taking thousands of lives.
19.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I've never thought about having a daughter before... I suppose I'd try and pass my name onto my firstborn son, so I guess her name would be... Anna. Off of my middle name, Anthony.
20.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Maybe. I don't know any languages though. Just English.
21.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
"Well, Carl, you've done it. You were a good person in life, so now you may enjoy paradise for eternity. Don't worry... All of your earthly desires will fill your time. That means video games."
Tag eight people who must also do this in THEIR journal
:iconizz11ttsns:, :iconcooldisks101:, :iconmegaespeon:, :iconhopefulantique:, :iconkingofthedededes73:, :iconxdwpx:
I guess that's good enough. I don't know if anyone else is online often enough.
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